Suffered from the same debilitating condition?! Erm, not at all!
I think you have a total misconception of what synaesthesia means to the overwhelming majority of people who have it. I don’t perceive it as a negative thing at all, on the contrary - to me, it is a special gift that enhances my life and even helps me to remember things better.
When I was a kid, I used to think everyone saw letters, numbers and words in colour. Until I learnt this was not the case, when I made a comment about the colours of weekdays at the dinner table one day - my parents and siblings just stared at me and had no idea what I was talking about.
When I was 16, I found out what this phenomenon was called by sheer serendipity and got in touch with Simon Baron-Cohen in Cambridge (who happens to be the cousin of the actor famous for playing your avatar’s second half), who was doing research on it at a time when it was hardly on anyone’s radar.
Statistically, there should be quite a few fellow synaesthetes roaming this forum - grapheme-colour synaesthesia is only the most common form - I am sure most of them will have similar stories to tell. We would, however, vastly differ in the colours we see, even though interestingly most people with synaesthesia apparently see A as red.
lighthouse.mq.edu.au
“Why do some people, such as pop star Billie Eilish, hear colour, or taste sounds? Professor Anina Rich, from Macquarie’s Department of Cognitive Science, explains.
Synaesthesia is an unusual phenomenon – not a disorder – where an ordinary stimulus, such as a sound, gives an extraordinary experience, such as a colour.
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We still don’t really know
why some people have synaesthesia – around 1 per cent of the population have it, and it is more common in females. There is a familial link, in that within families, more people will have synaesthesia than in the general population, but there are also many synaesthetes who don’t know of any others in their family. It doesn’t seem to convey any special talents, other than perhaps a benefit to memory and maybe creativity.
Some people report their synaesthesia helps with things, like “I am really good at maths because the colours help” but others say the opposite, like “I am really bad at maths because you can’t multiply colours!”
From talking to more than 1000 synaesthetes during 20 years of research, there have only been a few for whom the synaesthesia became debilitating for various reasons – one had bidirectional synaesthesia, which is very unusual and tends to be more interfering due to sensory overload. Sounds gave colours, but colours also gave sounds; you can imagine that would be pretty overwhelming.
For most synaesthetes, though, it is just their normal way of experiencing the world, and they may even think the rest of us (non-synaesthetes) a bit weird! I usually describe it as an unusual gift, which gives people’s perception an additional richness. But it is as difficult for a synaesthete to imagine what it is like NOT to have it, as it is for us to imagine what it is like TO have it.